Over the past few years I would occasionally experience a feeling that my life was lacking something. This is without wanting to sound ungrateful, as I have everything I need and more. I just felt as if something was missing and I couldn’t quite put my finger on it. It’s a tough journey to ‘adult life’ and it can be a bit overwhelming at times. The feeling when a number of life challenges are all thrown at you at once likes to make a regular appearance!
I recently figured out that what I have been missing in my life is a creative outlet. As an adult, it is up to you to realise what it is you are good at and what it is you enjoy; whether it be a sport/hobby/art or something else. I realised that nobody is going to push you to try new things or get involved like they did when you were growing up. Once the school years have been left behind it is pretty much up to you to keep that spark of creativity within you alight. No one will force you to find something you are passionate about and keep at it.
This is where I am now. I have decided that my creative outlet is blogging as I find it is the perfect way to document my life and travel diaries, thoughts and feelings, photographs…etc. I wouldn’t say I am the most creative person in the world but I have always enjoyed writing and having my own little creative spot on the internet (throwback to the Piczo website days… circa 2006?!) – blogging is appealing to me because no one is being forced to read it, unless they wanted to.
I hope that anyone who reads my blog posts feels welcome to do so and enjoys them, but at the same time I am creating them for myself to look back on in the future, so it doesn’t really matter how many are paying attention. I think for a lot of people nowadays their happiness almost correlates with the amount of ‘likes’ they get on social media and the acceptance or approval they feel as a result.
Personally, I think it is so much more important to get to a place where, if you stripped all of that away, you feel content with just being you and living the life that makes you happy.